• opposite of home

    stuck with thosewho’re stuckwith a version of methat doesn’t exist anymore and being with thembrings up emotionsi cannot feel no more heavy inkguilty papersalien wordsunfamiliar stories a foreignerwith whom i call home

  • the regrettable

    the regrettable part isi never got to be your friend i never met the real youthe you everyone else saw the you everyone else loved and now i don’t miss the you i knew;i miss the version i never had the chance to

  • go kindly

    “don’t mind me” scrubbing off judgemental views loathsome words sinking into a bubble bath to my soul to cleanse to find thee to remind me nightly go kindly

  • maybe

    maybe this is it but maybe not probably not, i don’t want to ryhme today, no drafts i just want to say that maybe, just maybe today is the day you start living maybe, you’re the only one standing between you and your greatest self maybe you need one little push and maybe just maybe…

  • Pray

    to you Allah, I pray everyday, show me the way for all i need is to wake up one day, and finally be okay.

  • war

    the past year was all about going into war with my worst enemy; myself. left every fight celebrating my loss, losing parts of me i needed to shed. you start growing when you’re the only one noticing your battles; celebrating every little win, leaving the battlefields brand new; couldn’t even notice all the versions of…

  • happiness of a tree

    i walk in silence beside your green leaves i hear you sing to your branches you choose to live every day take care of your yield you drink the water beneath you look death in the eye rooted too deep she breathes into the sky inhaling the smiles of the gatherers exhaling gifts to the…

  • old mallet

    carrying the worldinside my walls a desire to break freeyet the mallet’s too oldonce it’s carriedit crumbles and falls a need to be brokenonce moreperhaps more piecesneed to form for me to become oneonce and for all

  • too calm

    too calmthe scary kind of calm tornado warning kind of calmsilent screams kind of calm so many at oncetoo much to existin one am i the rainam i the dancer under the rainam i the one explaininghow did it rain am i the melodyor am i the dance feeling a lotbut none at all stuck…

  • unsure

    have you ever been certaintook a step towardsknowing exactly where to head have you ever been surewhom to walk withor who to ask for help have you ever knownwhere to gowhen you feel alone have you ever felt heardwere you ever seen before i’ve always beenuncertainunsurenever knewwhere to headfeeling aloneon an empty roadten steps backone…